I’m still impressed that so many companies still think throwing bodies at a project is how you get it fixed.

No, it’s how you get something crappy thrown together that you have to pay real engineers to fix.

It was also significantly less massive. And like 50% if of it was dedicated to the warp system.

Think of a better ship to strand on the other side of the galaxy than the fastest conventional warp capable ship.

Ok so

That was unnecessary

But thank you, I forget to do that regularly

It will. I’ve lost ~70 lbs since moving out.

I got a promotion, got some recognition at work. House prices are stupid so I’m going to keep renting until living anywhere doesn’t make sense.

I’m thinking about leasing a BMW gran coupé.

My hair has been thinning into a crown for a while, so I’m considering just going bald and owning it. Look more confident at least, if not youthful.

Regardless how it all plays out, I’m better now. Won’t look back.

Funds aren’t a problem, it’s actually thinking about it and doing it.

So I guess I’m going to get an appointment scheduled lol

You know it’s been about that long. That’s good thinking

Mark Hamill remains as Luke, but Vader is a Muppet.

“No, I am your Father!”

I wear glasses and I still see this at night

Does that mean something is wrong with my eyes other than astigmatism

The elves have very tiny hands, makes it way easier for them to etch every individual transitor without powerful acids and light sensitive masks.

Don’t do this to me

Wait

That’s What the fuck man what

I moved out a while ago, the divorce is taking forever.

Man my mental and physical health hasn’t been better.

She was hot, but goddamn, hot ain’t worth what I went through.

Oh jeez. It’s been so long since I’ve seen that thank you.

But 4real tho my marriage was a hollow shell and a cruel charade

I don’t know what this is referring to but I felt that deep inside my chest

It didn’t get recognized in me until 10th or 11th grade. My grades started to slip fast when the ways I adapted to school stopped helping me keep up.

Arguably, if it’s not causing behavioral concerns, educational concerns, emotional concerns, social concerns, or physical concerns… It’s not really a condition is it?

So I have assisted in the development of a beige box where the magic happens. I can 100% confirm, it’s magic, and it happens in the beige box. Item goes in, information comes out. It doesn’t make any sense.

Heh, one of the other things I’ve gotten really good at since I was a kid is describing what it’s like in my mind.

One of the best ones recently was a spiderweb. Every thought is connected to every other thought. Even on my meds, I’m capable of connecting extremely dissimilar things - the ocean and blueberries are linked because of the color blue. The difference is on my meds I can choose the strand of the web to follow, rather than diverge from talking about the ocean to talking about fruits.

An ADHD diagnosis as an adult is hard. If it’s impacting work (which if you have ADHD I don’t see how it couldn’t), your best bet is starting off with a licensed therapist. They can at least help you get things started, and help get you a recommendation to a psychiatrist. If the current clamp down on ADHD meds is any indication, it probably will have to be a specialized psychiatrist to get you diagnosed.

One of the things about ADHD is that the symptoms are life long, so there would be some indication that you had it as a kid. Your parents and siblings or close cousins are your best bet on that. You don’t want to fish for the information, but get a general idea of what they know. It will help in your diagnosis, or at least get you into testing.

What’s wild is that it’s anything but quiet up there.

Literally my parents. And teachers. I was “such a quiet kid” who did well in school. Never mind the fact that I would chatter to my parents and brother to the point where they’d actually get rather upset with me interrupting everything.

Turns out I excelled on tests solely because it was quiet. The doodling and daydreaming I did managed to keep just enough information flowing into my brain that when it came to tests, I just worked through them like puzzles.

I remember classes after I started taking Ritalin in highschool. Holy crap. I actually remembered learning. It was incredible. I didn’t have to figure out things on my own. Tests were even easier because I had the answers beforehand.