More like I’ve officially become…

Unemployed for a month with no income/savings and desperate as fuck™

I dunno, says right there that it is

Nah this is pretty average for ADHD too. Maybe not sinking a fuckload of money (I guess it depends on the person) but hyperfixations are a thing. Get really focused on one thing because it gives you dopamine so you sink more and more time into it until no more dopamine. Suddenly it becomes a chore to do like everything else, you feel betrayed, and end up in a feeling of malaise trying to find your next hit of dopamine.

I ain’t trying to make it. I don’t want to do programming. This is more of a nightmare than I expected. I hate every second of it. I’m doing it to try and pay my electricity bill.

I’m more for world of warships personally.

Oh I’m not doing this to primarily learn Rust for anything else other than this specific job. I am going to be looking into other languages later but this is just to put food on the table for me and the cat. It’s evidently a rather simple thing, to an extent, so hopefully it won’t take me too long.

My applause is begrudging.

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Okay.

I did that with booze for a few years. Yeah… I had to learn Russian to pummel the fuck to death. My fault for choosing vodka as the poison of choice.

You can if you want, Daddy

I have zero programming experience and zero computer know how at all. I am, however, out of a job and in desperate need for cash for the simple basics. So I dunno how long this is going to take but not being able to see the big picture and not knowing if I’m wasting my time… oh my christ do I relate to that. Even the request had me staring at it like “Oh god.” I did warn them that there was no guarantee it would ever materialize due to my own failings and if it did it would be a hot damn minute.

I have so many saved tabs right now about rust and apis and docker and sql stuff. For someone whose total computer knowledge is “Settings where the things go” and “don’t delete system32” this is… terrifying.

Hey I’m OP and I’m upvoting them too

Not OC but I can’t say I haven’t been smiling like a fucking fool

Occasionally. I get bored. Sue me.

I’m Newfie. There’s more than enough rifles lying about around here on the island, registered or otherwise.

It’s kinda funny how the world thinks we have absolutely no guns and like… they’re pretty available overall. Just not the psychotic ones Americans have.

Dude, we’re in a shitpost community. Can we just chill on trying to politically police a shitpost meme? Especially when I’m a fucking Canadian.

I’m not getting into this discussion with you.

Begone.

It is a meme.

Yeah but does that necessitate telling them to fuck off?

Huh. It might be your instance that doesn’t allow it