Oh the lack of control is very much noted. It’s compensated for by compulsive cleaning, organizing, or any other tasks that allow me to exert control over my environment. It’s my tell when I’m struggling to accept something in my life that I can’t control.
That does indeed sound very scary, to not have control over what you want to do
Oh the lack of control is very much noted. It’s compensated for by compulsive cleaning, organizing, or any other tasks that allow me to exert control over my environment. It’s my tell when I’m struggling to accept something in my life that I can’t control.